"Autumn seemed to arrive suddenly that year. The morning of the first September was crisp and golden as an apple…"
lesson of the day: attempting to fill emotional voids with people who aren’t interested in emotions is a bad idea but at least you realize it was never about them
"It’s so difficult to describe depression to someone who’s never been there, because it’s not sadness. I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it’s that cold absence of feeling— that really hollowed-out feeling."
HAHAHAHA I KNOW WHYYY staceyweaver
Literally everyone back home is getting engaged, married, or pregnant and I’m just getting gayer. And lonelier. Coooool.